i was so impatient lately, wanted my man asap and felt disappointed that my prince did not arrive yet... but then somehow i just let go of it, released that heavy attachment.. it was everything but conscious. i was weeping like hell that night. couldn’t sleep until 3am. but next morning i felt so relieved. i had no clue what was going on, nothing really happened that could have given rise to such intense feelings. but after having released them, i just felt content and happy, without the weight of the night before...
i am really in touch with my emotions and they flow out quite easily - it's a gift that i have. or at least i consider it as such...
on the other hand i tend to think a lot. even regarding emotions and feelings. i would intellectualize them as i try to understand them, and i analyze them over and over again...
but this is all so stupid!!! there is nothing to understand! feelings are to be lived, not to be analysed
you should do one thing with your feelings: feel them!
feelings may change so rapidly. especially if u let them out to play.
2 days ago i was all for a man, i felt kinda jealous, realized i want more of him. and i asked myself: may i be in love?? and then i decided to feel these completely... but two days later it was all gone. my feelings completely disappeared. i dont feel any love any more... he's a good buddy and that's it.
how can it all disappear like that? dunno. but i don't even want to understand.
i truly embraced those feelings to ultimately get to the last one, feeling friends... and i'm 100% sure that without having lived those feelings on the first place, i had never arrived to this point.
actually you have to release any emotion! or else it's just repressed and that's so unhealthy.
the important thing is to accept all feelings and live each one of them every moment
there are things that don't need to be known exactly, and not all things need to be communicated.
finding the right words to express what is within doesn't count. words do not mean anything without any emotion behind. actions and inactions speak much louder than words. sometimes people don't even know what they want, how could they tell you? but you can see their feelings, if your eyes are open. they may lie to themselves but you still may see through them.
