a glimpse to real intimacy

for years i have been looking for a real connection
a mixture of physical and emotional attraction
a connection spiced up with similar wavelength
and common transcendental experience

although i was longing for real intimacy

i couldn't help but still kept my privacy

kept my protecting walls towards most men

and opened up only to some specimen

i always felt that something was missing

or simply i was the one missing

the father wound made me escape

you cant make me sit in a cage 

then coincidence brought an extraordinary collusion

when i met you in this earthly dimension

the walls i tried to keep, disappeared

a look in your eyes made me feel complete 

honest talks, open communication

sharing even the spiritual dimension 

appreciation of each others' unique gear
this is pure, it couldn't be more real 

i experienced a unique connection

but will never base an intimate relation

a real connection which is so rare

but i hope life will still spare 

i may cry, but only once in a while
then it makes me feel that i am alive
i know you exist, even if not for me
you gave only a glimpse of intimacy 

i only hope that life will be good
and such connection is not too unique
happens not only once in a lifetime
and when i experience it the next time
it will base a relationship that lasts a lifetime