the same rhythm

Why is it so that i feel much better when i am not in the office with my boss? He came to me for a while and I was dying inside while he was sitting next to me.
Leave me some space! - especially if you are not in my favour. Well, for the right person there wouldn’t be any problem that he would be too closed to me, I can accept that if it is not something that you need to do but you just feel like doing.

On the camino I experienced both and realized it only much later.

Firstly, I enjoyed being with Peter, as he is really closed to me and I enjoyed his company a lot, I learnt a lot from him, when we talked to each other and did not stay a bit far from each other to think on our own. But I still had to follow Peter who went much faster then I did. I love him a lot; however, after a while it was disturbing. Especially when I started to walk my own rhythm and not care about him and he stopped and asked me what was the problem. It was good because I learnt a lot from it; however, later I was grateful for going on my own for a long time and enjoyed it a lot.

I walked on my own with perfect harmony and I thought that this is the most perfect thing I ever had. When I felt like that I walked with only 3 km/h but a bit later 6 km/h. And I enjoyed both as I learnt that you can enjoy things even if you fulfil all your responsibilities at the meantime.

Finally, I found company for three days and I realized that it is just so wonderful to walk in perfect harmony with someone who has the same rhythm and similar thoughts. I enjoyed this a lot. I did not feel any pressure like before. It was great to be in perfect harmony with someone I did not know before.

Later I realized that this thing shows similarity to my life as well. I enjoy now that I am single (I don’t like this word) that I can spend a lot of time with myself. However, I know that it will be so much better when I will find the right person who loves the same things, feels the same way, wants to go to the same place, walks the same rhythm, talks when it is needed and is silent when i do not want to be disturbed.