I am back to the real world for a while, exactly six weeks from now. It is just as if the other world would have been only a dream with all its participants. it is just as if i had anything on a dvd disc, i can put it in the recorder and watch the scene that i would like to. Everything is clear, i just have to close my eyes. But nowadays i hardly closed my eyes. Walking on the streets i still do not need to close my eyes. even in a company i start what some called flying or on a street crowded with people i start singing, and that is great. i do not care what they think, i just enjoy myself. i look up at the sunny sky when i walk to the office, have some sunbath, people might think that i am mad, but i dont care. i like the fool's role. But.
But in the office i cannot be like that. Somehow i leave the fool outside the door instead of taking it with me. Those who dare to call me during the day, know that i am completely different when i am sitting at my desk to what i really am. i just want to be myself. all day long. but how could i do that?
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